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Known as Amni or Meni by almost everyone. One hot-tempered girl but never stop trying to gain mardhotillah. Have a complicated relationship with MBBS. God's willing, soon to be a cardiothoracic surgeon!

Saturday, July 6, 2019

I graduated.

Hello everyone. 
Assalamualaikum wbt

I’ve graduated. A week ago. 
I completed my baccalaureate. 
MBBS USIM Class of 2019. 9th Generation. 
All praises to Allah. 

I believe the last time i posted an entry was a year ago just before entering my final year in medschool. And look now, im a medschool graduate. 
How time flies. 


The purpose of writing this is actually to rant a bit on my final year medschool journey
Ok i lied. Maybe a lot. 
This year, lots of things happen. 
The good and the bad. 
I do not want to tell much about the bad part but it’ll spoil the plot of the story
Bear with me humans. 

I had my car, which had been of service since my foundation year, gone total loss
Total breakdown following flash flood. 
I had the biggest argument with my bestfriend and we somehow couldnt be the same anymore except for we still talk to each other and laugh together but things doesnt seem that right. 
I was rejected by a guy i truly like but it wasnt rejected rejected. 
Its just rejected cuz we’re still students rejected. 
My grandmother fell sick, real sick, and it upsets me. 

Other than these, i had great time together with my close friends. 
For the first time i studied more than 2hours per day and that occurred in my final year 
Heck yeah!
I dont lie when i said i dont study much
I somehow comprehend things faster when i listen. So i really enjoyed study groups

My final year journey was easier with great friends beside me 
The housemates
The girlgroup we called ****
My uniquely connected friends
They made these fun
They made these bearable
They made these cherishable
I truly love them a lot. Genuinely. Let us meet again in Jannah. Inshaallah 


Theres too much to write if i were to tell each and everything
The rest is history. 
Let the mind remember those moments. 
And let the heart shudder in remembrance. 

The best of all is, i am able to see how huge is the impact of my parents’ duaa
Without them im zero. 
Im nothing. 
It is a blessing indeed. Alhamdulillah. 

Now, i have maybe around a year to relax and rest before starting HOship. 
I definitely need to finish all the books on the list
Cut down calories to get my ideal weight back
Catch up with old friends 
Make new friends no forgetting
And perhaps hunt a job for some experience and pocket money
Though i already had some plans to travel around but let that be my own secret
Got to keep some of the secrets to myself too peeps 😉

Im going to spam photos of precious moments too here. 
Enjoy! 
















Saturday, August 25, 2018

Senior year and catching up

Hello everyone.
Assalamualaikum wbt.
Ya Rabbi punya berhabuk blog ni.
No one is to tend this blog.

I intended to publish a new post this year just because.
But i actually have nothing on my mind right now
So here it goes.

Alhamdulillah i am currently in my final year of medical school
A blessing indeed.
After all those tearful, painful, not all regretful
Seemed brighter but still harder than it may sound
Alhamdulillah again
I passed 5years of medical school and one last year to finish what i started
I pray that Allah ease our way to become a doctor aamiin

I went to indonesia, melbourne australia, japan and to sabah again this year.
And planning for the next trip by the end of this year  inshaallah
It really opened up my mind to have seen different places, meet all kinds of people,
Get to know different culture and all impressed with the majestic buildings
I love them all.
So i hope to pursue this kind of activities in the future with my husband and kids
And my family as well obviously
May Allah bless us with wealth and health and time

I also experienced heartbreak(s) since i last blogged
I met a guy. I fell in love. He put up so much rules and regs. I cant stand him. We broke up.
Promised myself that i wont fall into the same trap again but failed. Recovered.
I met another guy again. I fell for him. I confessed. He’s scared. He ditched me. We’re a complete stranger.
Sounds funny and tingly all over but its true.
I mean, im that kind of a person. I know what i want, likes and dislikes.
If i want a guy, i just go legit tell him about it. I dont want stupid relationships like being text friends
Or what not idk idc
As for now, i learnt my lesson the hard way again.
So yeah, currently waiting for the right guy to come and ask my dad for hand in marriage
Belagaknya lah kan. Takpe.
That just means i trust in Allah’s plan. Why shouldnt you?

Throughout these years in medschool
I found myself great,indispensable friends.
The ones i love unconditionally but i let them know if i fricking hate their attitude which happens on a rare occasion.
All because i want them to become a better person. And this happens vice versa. Worry not peeps.
All i want is that you guys are blessed in whatever situation youre in.
Thank you for always being there for me.
Thank you for being patient when i put up some silly dramas
Thank you for not judging me.
Thank you for being you.
Find me when you enter Jannah one day.

I actually have lots to write and tell my silent readers.
But time is not in my favor.
I believe i will write again soon.
You see, the last time i published a post when i was 20 years old.
Now im legit 24 going 25 next year.
You guys missed all the funs hahahahaha

See you inshaallah
Bye.

Friday, December 4, 2015

pure.

Sometimes
People pretend that they like you but the fact is they dont
I pray that Allah bleaches the heart of theirs
So that in the end
People live happily ever after. 

To be frank, none of us do really care about each other
It is just a matter of an interesting topic for gossiping
A catchy story to be shared.
They believe that theyre excellent 
They believe that they have no sin
They believe that they were right.
But they were wrong i supposed.
I dont know. I just dont give a shit about others. 

People do bad, we do good.
It is as simple as that. 


What i believe is that 
Allah is the most Merciful.



Feeling like blogging after reading a story of such in facebook. 
Bye peeps
Assalamualikum.