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Known as Amni or Meni by almost everyone. One hot-tempered girl but never stop trying to gain mardhotillah. Have a complicated relationship with MBBS. God's willing, soon to be a cardiothoracic surgeon!

Saturday, August 25, 2018

Senior year and catching up

Hello everyone.
Assalamualaikum wbt.
Ya Rabbi punya berhabuk blog ni.
No one is to tend this blog.

I intended to publish a new post this year just because.
But i actually have nothing on my mind right now
So here it goes.

Alhamdulillah i am currently in my final year of medical school
A blessing indeed.
After all those tearful, painful, not all regretful
Seemed brighter but still harder than it may sound
Alhamdulillah again
I passed 5years of medical school and one last year to finish what i started
I pray that Allah ease our way to become a doctor aamiin

I went to indonesia, melbourne australia, japan and to sabah again this year.
And planning for the next trip by the end of this year  inshaallah
It really opened up my mind to have seen different places, meet all kinds of people,
Get to know different culture and all impressed with the majestic buildings
I love them all.
So i hope to pursue this kind of activities in the future with my husband and kids
And my family as well obviously
May Allah bless us with wealth and health and time

I also experienced heartbreak(s) since i last blogged
I met a guy. I fell in love. He put up so much rules and regs. I cant stand him. We broke up.
Promised myself that i wont fall into the same trap again but failed. Recovered.
I met another guy again. I fell for him. I confessed. He’s scared. He ditched me. We’re a complete stranger.
Sounds funny and tingly all over but its true.
I mean, im that kind of a person. I know what i want, likes and dislikes.
If i want a guy, i just go legit tell him about it. I dont want stupid relationships like being text friends
Or what not idk idc
As for now, i learnt my lesson the hard way again.
So yeah, currently waiting for the right guy to come and ask my dad for hand in marriage
Belagaknya lah kan. Takpe.
That just means i trust in Allah’s plan. Why shouldnt you?

Throughout these years in medschool
I found myself great,indispensable friends.
The ones i love unconditionally but i let them know if i fricking hate their attitude which happens on a rare occasion.
All because i want them to become a better person. And this happens vice versa. Worry not peeps.
All i want is that you guys are blessed in whatever situation youre in.
Thank you for always being there for me.
Thank you for being patient when i put up some silly dramas
Thank you for not judging me.
Thank you for being you.
Find me when you enter Jannah one day.

I actually have lots to write and tell my silent readers.
But time is not in my favor.
I believe i will write again soon.
You see, the last time i published a post when i was 20 years old.
Now im legit 24 going 25 next year.
You guys missed all the funs hahahahaha

See you inshaallah
Bye.

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